Year 2 is over! I will be starting my internship tomorrow and it will last all the way till the start of the next academic year. Not much time to rest really. In fact, I doubt I had much rest at all considering how I am now rushing a report which is due hours from this post. Currently taking a break to write down some thoughts before I hopefully get flooded with more work. I must admit, this year has been really tiring for me.
I really must learn how to believe in others and not do everything by myself. It gets really tiring to carry the load and responsibilities for every single thing. I just donâ€™t feel confident enough to place my complete trust in others. Not sure if that is justifiable but I just feel that I need to do something in everything to feel confident enough that it is of decent quality. I am not saying that the work of others are bad by any means. It is just the way I work and I need to change that.
Plenty of time to reflect and prepare myself for the next year. For now, I am looking forward to my internship and hopefully Iâ€™ll be able to learn some important lessons and gain crucial experience to further prepare myself for what the adults like to call the real world.
[image by Leif and Evonne via flickr]